I’m a beast, I’m an animal. Cages can’t contain me, words no longer soothe me. Love is an ancient language I can barely comprehend anymore. Revenge is the only tool keeping me alive

some nights i wish i coud tell her what she means to me. i cant though, coming up on a year and a half and she seems happy so who am i to upset her, she still hates me cant even look at me when she passes by, i still smile even with the boyfriend glaring at me. im not perfect i made alot of mistakes but i loved with my whole heart and that i can be proud of and i will always be there for her even if it no longer me she needs cause i promised i’d always be there to pick up the pieces. true love is where you can keep on going as long as they are happy. i guess im starting to unerstand things better in life, even if i stay single the rest of my life lol  till my heart stops beating and beyond  klm

Some nights I wish I could go back and live it all over again. As much as I hate her and try to put her down in my mind it was the best 3 years I ever had and wouldn’t trade that time for anything

Sometimes I wonder if love even exists maybe its all a ruse. Something to make people feel secure. My last relationship showed me people change and not always for the better.

If you love someone more then life itself fight to stay with them even if you have to change a few things in your life. You never know when they’ll be gone. The worse feeling alive is living as a tortured soul…

Guy: you’re fucking CRAZY
Girl: why do you say that?
Guy: you’ve got a vagina…

that last chapter of this book was really good, so good ive been rereading it for awhile but i get glimpses of the next chapter and it looks amazing and slowly im forgetting that last chapter and reading this new one.

I’ve got my memories always inside of me but I can’t go back, back to how it was…

the one thing i want the most is the one thing i can never have. just one day as it use to be. but alas you are only someone i use to know. no better then any other stranger on the street. you were the one things keeping me afloat for so long and now its time to see what i can accomplish on my own.

Fuck relationships. In the end they only Leave you hurt and broken. And the only thing to pick you back up is good friends